Hey there - welcome to my journal of weirdness! I'm a 34 year old gay guy living with my adorable boyfriend in Melbourne, Australia. I'm a part-time analyst and programmer for a large software company, but I'd like to get better at completing my own projects, and this blog is supposed to be a way to practice that disciple. Feel free to reach out to me for any reason, and I'll do my best to get back to you!
My favourite things
I have a strong fascination with the hyper muscular (as well as just bulky) male physique, and as a result I find all types of bara art to be incredibly appealing. While I do try to train hard in the gym 5-6 days a week and want to challenge myself to push my own body shape closer to my ideal form, I'm by no means a gym-junkie or jock yet no matter how much I might wish otherwise! Still, I'm attracted to guys with enormous size to their bodies, which I think has a lot to do with a physical sensuality and sexiness that can't be concealed even in non-intimate surroundings, which plays to my ideals of integrating sexuality completely with the rest of life, rather than separating them into discrete sexual/platonic boxes. That doesn't mean its the only thing that I find sexy though - I think uniqueness, vulnerability, flaws and difference are all incredibly appealing, and by far the most important thing in a guy's attractiveness is how well they understand their own passions and desires!
In Myers-Briggs terms, I'm an INFP. Luckily that's a personality that meshes very well with the beautiful soul in my INFJ boyfriend, and we've been together for almost four years now. While he is the only boy that makes my heart flutter, I am so grateful that he understands I'm quite a sexual being myself, and allows me the freedom to dabble in fantasies that might not necessarily be his cup of tea. And whoa, do I have a lot of things that I want to explore - I'm still so curious about so many things! From fisting to watersports, transgender sex to muscle worship, submission to public exhibitionism - the list seems ever increasing.
Outside of the gym/sex front, I'm a bit of a nerd in many ways. I love all forms of mythic entertainment (otherwise known as sci-fi and fantasy) such as Star Trek, Battlestar Galactica and Caprica, Orphan Black and the Good Place. I also have some guilty pleasures in genre terms where I am a sucker for historical romance like Jane Austen or Outlander, and I do enjoy a good reality series with a heart like Gogglebox or First Dates. While I don't get as much time as I'd like these days, I also love cooperative MMORPG games on PC, like Dofus, Wakfu, Eve, Rift and World of Warcraft. I absolutely adore roleplay intensive text-based games too, such as Lusternia and Imperian.